From Mama...
All I can think now is... I should have known. I should have known due to the pure exhaustion I have felt. I should have known because of the nausea (but truth be told, I have been nauseated 85% of my life, so that is nothing unusal). I should have known when I woke up Saturday morning March 5th and the only thing I wanted was a Chick-fila chicken biscuit (I got up and drove to get it.) I should have known when I woke up about 10:00 that Saturday and needed a nap at 1 after cleaning the house. I definitely should have known when I ate 9 (yes, 9) chocolate chip cookies that same Saturday. I should have known, but I didn't, which lead to my complete and utter shock on Tuesday, March 8th.
I had taken a pregnancy test earlier in the month and it had come back negative. I went to the doctor a few days later. They drew my blood. The results said everything was good, but no sign of pregnancy. I thought nothing about it again. When I decided to take another test on Tuesday morning, I was half way still asleep. I took the test and waited for the one line to appear. It did. I was getting read to continue with the rest of my morning routine when Jared walked in. I glanced down and thats when I saw what I should have known. Another line had appeared. I was in such shock. Excitement filled me instantly. I made a doctor's appointment for that afternoon at lunch. For the very first time in my life, I was not scared and didn't even care if the doctor was going to have to take blood. (They didn't!! YAY!!) When they gave me the positive results, I hugged E.B. our doctor exclaiming, "Your the only person I know!!" The nurses all came and giggled with me. I felt like I was going to bust at work since I couldn't tell anyone. I went to Rite Aid after work to buy diapers to fill your dad's drawer to let him know you were on your way. While Jared had seen the results that morning, he didn't know the doctor had confirmed it. When I got home he had already looked up all kinda information on you. He knew about how much you would probably cost in the first year and that you were only about a millimeter long. He wanted to go shopping so he was going to bust me with the diapers. Therefore, I threw the diapers all over the living room while he grabbed a jacket. We were so excited! My favorite part is when your dad says, "I love yall!"